5 Weeks Today

As I sit here and think, this still hasn't all sunk in yet. I mean I know I am pregnant; why do I still insist on taking a pregnancy test? It's because I'm in disbelief. I can't believe that we finally have our rainbow! Everyday I go around wondering if its all just a dream, I have to remind myself it's not. This is real.

Up until yesterday, the only sign I even sort of had was sore boobs. Yesterday and more so today, the energy level is well below zero. I'm not to the point of having to force myself to get up and do something, but it sure takes more energy. LOL

Thankfully, I have the most supportive male co-habitant! He's right there when I need him. Whether it be laundry, dishes or just picking up. I sure do love that man!

It's crazy how things work out. Deep down this is what we really wanted, but a small part of me had lost hope. After almost 3 years of total failure, you lose hope. Again, going back to the adoption stuff. It's still on the agenda, it's just in hold. (We have to wait for classes anyways).

My momma has been informed and the MIL will be know soon. I know my mom hates how I tell her things, but I don't want her to be a boo hooin' momma... Hahahahah! I don't tell are as much as I should some times and when I do need to tell her the important stuff, I love catching her off guard.