It's only Tuesday....

It's only Tuesday, but it's really nice outside...To bad I can't skip work today, we have lots to do at home.  Well, not really, just vacuuming and moping. We've cleaned out more crap in the last week, where does all this crap come from?

Our first home visit is on Friday, we're excited and interested to see what she has to tell us.  I know it's mainly a walk through of our house to tell us what we need to fix, add and do and to fill out paper work.  WOO fun!  :)  We are beyond ready to start this process!

We've slowly been sharing when family.  Today, I was sharing with my cousin, Lauren.  What she had to share with me next was heartbreaking.  Her SIL is going through somewhat the same situation, but also has had 2 MC's and an Ecotopic pregnancy.  I really feel for them.  It totally sucks! 

There are lots of thoughts that go on in your head during this whole process.  Of course, our preferred age range is 0 - 4 years old.  We have the bedroom all set up and organized nicely.  Then all of a sudden, it hits, what if we end up with an infant or toddler, we'll need a crib. What if this... what if that... but you know what, it's all so worth it!  After all, Wal-Mart is open 24 hours a day!  HA!  :) 

Yesterday, I went for my progesterone blood draw.  I am awaiting the results and should have them sometime today... I'll fill in this _______ later.  As usual, today is kind of of pity party kind of day because I know the result won't be where it should just as always.  By tomorrow I'll be over it again. 

This was my last cycle of Clomid.  I think for now it's time for a break.  It's emotionally straining and time for a break from it!  :)